just an update

Well exams are all done. I thinki I did pretty well on Civics, Spanish, but not to sure about french. HIstory I barely past. Im not the greatest at remembering specific dates, and events. I have to tell u all something.
Tina and me have this thing where she will tell me who ever she happens to like, and we always had this agreement. Well I asked her if she liked this Dana dude, and she just said she likes his voice, but doesn't really like him in that way. Well after reading a few stuff, it appears that she has developed sexual feelings for him. If ur readin this Stephanni, then u now know to if u didn't know this before. Apparently his voice makes her tremble. She is very desperate for sex. If she does anyhing, or screws around behind my back, I will end it for sure. I know I always say that, but this time, I actually mean it. I'm getting sick, and tired of this stuff happening over, and over again. ONe can only take so much, before he can't hold it in any longer.
Well, I'll keep yall updated on this.

wow

Ok fokes. This is incredible. When me and Tina were dating, I made her promise she wouldn't start smoking. Well guess what, Two weeks ago she started smoking. Not just that, she lied gto me. I asked her if she was smoking, and she said no.
Well Tina, its really going to be hard to believe u seing how u lie alot. U broke promises, and lied. Is that something u do to someone who u want to go back out with?
If u want us to date again, u better stop. U know that there is no chance of us dating if u continue to smoke. If ur ant and uncle still don't know, IO'm going to tell them. Why do u want to through away ur life like that. Honestly, ur killing urself by smoking. Think about how much u love me. Is smoking really worth somebody losing?
That's all that happening with me. Heart broken bc Tina lied, and broken a promise with me.

reconsidering

Ok. I just want to say that I want to fix things between me and Tina. When I know that we're ready, and can really hit it off. I'm pretty sure she wants to go back out, but its to early. I want to wait a bit. I just don't want her to go out with someone else. That would suck.
When u read this Tina, call me ok?

breakup

Tina, and I just broke up. For the last two days, she's really been keeping me hanging. Almost eerry time I wait for, she either never comes, or came earlier, and didn't wait for me. We plan to meet at a sertain time, she simply doesn't show up. Never calls, and neer waits for me. To me, it really seems like I was doing all the work in this relationship. It seemed like I was doing all the waiting, calling, planning, and she would aggree to them, but when the time comes, she doesn't show up, or doesn't call when she was suppose to. Just yesterday, we ordered out. She was supose to call me after she asked other pl if they wated to order out to. She never called. She waisted at least 10 mins of my time. It really seems like I wait in vane after I find out she left earlier. I given her chance, after chance after she kept on screwing up. Just today, we normally meet at my locker before going to lunch.
Well, I wait for her, and then I just leave. I get to our table, and there she is eating away as if nothing happened. that's when I just couldn't take it.
I lost track of how many times she just blew me off. I waist time waiting for her. I always call when im suppose to. I'm always at the place we arange to meet at. I always wait for her, even when I'm late for where ever I'm supose to be.
Well, that's all that happened today.

ok setting things straight

OK tina listen. I just read ur post, and I want to say that I'm sorry that your feelings for me is fading. I've already told u about me doing my best to not yell at u when I'm mad, but U've put me in a difficult possision. I'm doing my best to not yell at u when I'm mad. I don't know how much more I can do. If there is, please by all means tell me. And I terms of Pam, I just talk about her for fun. I would never leave u to be with her. I'm not the type to do that. I'm also verry sorry about u crying for five hours on the weekend. If this relationship isn't working out for u, and not getting hurt, I have know choice but to end it, because I don't want to keep on hurting u. So, if I think that its the best thing for u, then that's what I'll do.
I really hope our feelings aren't fading. We've been through so much, and it would be ashame just throghing them all away. I hope I am getting through to u now. Please, let me know how u feel. We hadn't had a serious argument in a while, and I hope u realize how hard I'm trying to be a bit nicer to u when im mad.

terrible night

Tina and I kind of had a fight. I asked her if she wanted to come over at 5:30, and she kind of hesitated before answering wich lead me to believe that she didn't want to. I kind of didn't take that the right way. I kind of got upset that she didn't want to spend time with me. This is the first time this ever happened in our relationship. So, then she like noticed I kind of getting upset by that, and she like changed her mind. I didn't want her to feel preasured in to coming when she didn't want to.
Then after music, she like was telling me that she was mad at me. I also didn't want her ti go to the mall, because we wouldn't be seing each other during the weekend. So I wanted to hang out with her tonight.
If she doesn't want to spend time with me, I don't want to force her. Do yall think this is a bad sign? Do u think its time we break up, and maybe our time has run out?
Let me know your opinions. It will really mean alot to me. Is she getting tired of me? If she is, I don't want to force her to hang out with me if she doesn't want to.

not the best night

Ok, it all started when we were going over for choir. Well, u have to keep in mind that I go out of my way to wait for Tina. Now I know what your saying!
Faisal, U kind of have to seing how she's your girlfriend, but I wait longer then anyone else as far as I know. I still wait for her even when im late for where im suppose to be. I thought Tina knew this, and naturally expected her to wait for me. U know how that works. If I do something for u, your sort of expected to do the same thing in return to show your apreciation.
Well, she didn't wait for me, and I sort of got kind of mad. I saw her up ahead of me, and I sort of confronted her.
Then I sort of was ignoring her through choir, because I was still kind of upset. Then she tells me that she had to go to fitness! I know not all girls have to do that, because every night when they had there little fitness nights, Kayla last year never took part in that. So, either she getting special treatment wich wouldn't surprise me one bit if she was, or they changed the rules. So, really, that sort of made me even grumpier, because I was planning to talk it over with her at that time.
So, if your reading this Tina, I'm still kind of upset that u didn't do one thing, that I always do for u with even thinking.

fun night

Ok, to night was kind of interesting. It kind of started out bad, because Tina kind of got carried away with her joking around. I sort of got hurt by it.She was verry sorry for that. because she was like crying hard.
After that, things went really good. We did stuff together. Lots of pleasure. Fire works if u know what I mean.
I came home early with week. For my interview. I sware! I already miss my baby, and I just got home!
Well safe to say I can't wait to see her on Sonday.
Well, write more later.

well, Tina's hasn't phoned yet

Ok, I don't know if she's in trouble, and has lost her phone privlidges, or just isn't phoning me, because what happened two days ago.
As far as I'm conserned, she probably hung up om me on perpose.
Well, what else can I do. I would have apologized for what happened two days ago, but if she doesn't call, well that's kind of hard isn't it?
Well, I'll keep yall posted on this.

I don't know what to do

Ok. yesterday, Tina phoned me, and then Ortega phoned her. I told her to tell ortega that she'll phone her back, because I wanted to talk to her. She did, but it took along fricken time! I kinda got mad that it took so long, because it was taking time away from our talking period. Then to me, it didn't seem like she cared! I was kind of shocked that she wouldn't care about talking to me.
And we sort of argued about that for awhile, and the feeling that she was higher on my pryority list, then I was on hers really made me frustrated. Then her clock went off thus meaning we've been talking for 15 mins. But I was still upset about this whole thing. Then, She just hung up on me! She did make a second promise that she wouldn't do that.
But I'm willing to forgive her for that, because her time on the phone was over.
I hope we forget about this, and move on.
Oh BTW, she hasn't phoned today. Yeah, she's probably to busy phonig Ortega! Well, I guess ortega is higher up on her priority list then me! What a great feeling, not!

well Looks like Tina's in trouble again

Well, Yesterday, Tina got in trouble with her ant. Apparently, her ant wasn't talking to her. Sounds kind of childish on her ant's part, because surely she knows that not talking to someone isn't going to fix things betwene them.
I really hope they get all this settled.
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glad I got that out of the way.

Hi ppl. I just spoke Tina bout something wich was bugging for the last two days.
I made her promise she wouldn't hang up on me. That really got on my nerves, and I made her promise she wouldn't do it again.
She then promtly hugn up on me after she promised she wouldn't! Then I just told her how I was feeling about that, then u know what she said? She said that the promise wasn't big enough for her to keep it! I was just shocked when I heard that! I couldn't believe she said that! That really made me feel great not! I then told her what she said! Then she said something wich really supprised me. She said that she would make fun of someone because they do it to her. So, I said, Since when does two wrongs make a right? Well, I just couldn't believe what I was hearing. She really let me down with those words, and how she saying that promise I made with her wasn't important enough.
Tina, obviously it was important, otherwise I wouldn't be wasting my time making u promise! Wow!
So, anyways, that's whats been going on hear.